Friday 3 November 2017

Was I better off not opening this can of worms?

Feeling lately like I've been taken off the high wire and now I can't find my footing on the ground.

Not sure if I need a different medication or a different dose, but the panic attacks are worse and I'm finding it hard to cope.

Free fall at work.

Making mistakes.

Can't focus.

Poor judgement. 

All I want to do is run and hide.

But hermiting doesn't pay the bills.

I know logically that the process has barely begun.

But logic doesn't keep demons down for long.

I didn't think of myself as broken before.

Now I wonder if I can be repaired. 

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